Why me. Why always me. Why does this always happen to me? Don't I deserve to be loved and held and kissed? Don't I deserve to have someone all my own? I don't deserve to be lonely and depressed, I'm sick and tired of being sad all the time over guys... How could I let it happen again? I always say 'next time I won't be hurt, I won't let my guard down I won't have my feelings exposed' and every time that next time comes I do everything I said I never would. When will I learn? When will I not have to guard my feelings? When will my day finally come, when I can have a guy who won't lie, cheat, or act like a stranger? When will it happen? I wonder always... why me?